Monday, February 15, 2010

My Monday

Nothing in Life
Can Hold More Joys or More Tears
Can Make You More Proud or More Tired
or Give Back More Rewards
THAN BEING A MOTHER.
"You created my inmost being; You knit me together in my mother's womb. I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made."
Psalms 139:13-14

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Party Girl

Last weekend, Claire and I made a quick 24 hour trip to Little Rock. We hosted a Kelly's Kids party, attended two birthday parties, and soaked in some family time. Auntie Emmie and Uncle Josh even came from NWA and all the cousins came for the trunk show. Such a Wonderful weekend! Coloring with the cousins during Kelly's Kids
Aunt Liz, Mimi, Pop Pop...Claire still wanting to play

Miss Claire loved the Water Station at Becca's Birthday

Claire LOVED The Wonder Place...a second visit is in our future:)

Tree House Slide

Playing Vet

She had to steal some one's tractor:)

Ruth's Birthday...Wheels at the Skating Rink

Mac and Cheese Anyone?
Need less to say all this partying made for one tired little girl....and her momma!

Puppies!!!


Claire helping with the pups...I promise no puppy was hurt while shooting these pics:)


We have 12 Lab puppies at our house...it is a zoo! If you know anyone in the market for a great hunting dog send them our way. The cute pups are AKC Registered, Champion Bloodline AFC, NFC, MH, JH and will be ready for their new homes the end of February. We have black male and female available. They are at the fun age now and I am just trying not to get attached to any of them:)

Friday, February 12, 2010

Blizzard 2010

My heart was so happy on Thursday afternoon and Friday morning...it finally snowed!!! I was so jealous of the rest of Arkansas and the winter wonderland that landscaped the state. I was praying for just enough snow that Claire could play in it and it would make everything beautiful, but not make driving hazardous...The perfect answered prayer, about 2-3 inches later everything was draped in white and Miss Claire got her hands white. She loved every minute of it and just kept saying "snow, snow, snow, snow". Who knows when South Arkansas will ever be this beautiful again! We not only played on Thursday evening but we got up early on Friday morning before the temperature rose to melt this wonder away!





"Choose this day whom you will serve" Joshua 24:15

Believing God....

A little background about me and my relationship with God. I seem to think this is my draft testimony...a testimony is progress. I was baptized as an infant, grew up in church, and have prayed throughout my entire life. I would attend church throughout college because I knew I needed to attend church. One day I picked up the book, A Purpose Driven Life, this book truly changed my view of the world....I would say this is the first part of my transformation. I truly do call this a testimony is progress because it doesn't have an ending yet...I truly am learning who I am as my relationship with the Lord grows. Having a new mind set after reading that book, things on the inside were a little different but I was still not satisfied. Years went by...which I never really did anything about not being fully satisfied. When I was pregnant with Claire I never felt closer to God then I did for those 9 months....I can not comprehend how someone can carry a child in their womb, give birth, and still deny the Lord exist. It's just not possible! Reading all those pregnancy books about what is happening to your baby at that exact time is mind blowing and only possible with our High Lord.

My story continues...skipping ahead and a few of the details...our family is in church...Sunday school and church...which we love and have not missed a Sunday since we made this commitment. I would say I am addicted to church right now!!! All the way from our study of Exodus in Sunday school to my bible study! I have always heard wonderful things about Beth Moore but have never participated in any of her bible studies. The first Sunday we went to our church I noticed in the bulletin a Beth Moore bible study was going to start the next week....sign me up!!! The study is "Believing God" and it has opened my eyes even more...one of the most profound things I have discovered through this study is....(you might all think I am nuts for not knowing this before)...the bible is not written in the past, it is not just the history of God's word and Jesus' life, but God actually talks to us in the present tense, His word is for today just as much as it was for the last 500+ years! and this study helps you understand why you should believe His word. Hence the name of the study...Believing God...we are believing His word right now in the present day...His words are written in the present active tense, not the past tense. If you ever have the opportunity to do this study, jump on board.....

Earlier this week I was reading "Kelly's Korner" and watched a video called "Cardboard Testimony"...no words were even spoken and I just sobbed. If you have not watched this video it is so worth linking over and viewing....just scroll down to a her older post and you will see it.

My transformation is in process, I am thinking about what my cardboard would say...I think I know the front side and I am anxiously awaiting what the marker will transcribe on the back side.

What's your cardboard testimony?.....it's ok if your still work in progress,
so am I...but it's a good place to be!!!
"Now may the God of all Hope fill you with all Joy and Peace in BELIEVING..." Romans 15:13

Thursday, February 11, 2010

My Dear Friend

I just love this picture of Miss Claire! She loves playing on the "tractor" aka lawn mower.

Yesterday was a first...Claire spent the evening with her first "non-family" babysitter...Mrs. Ashley. My dear, friend was so sweet to take care of her while I went to a last minute dinner. Claire did not shed a tear and just played,played, played! Claire just loves her and so do I!!! She is one of my favorite people...beautiful inside and out! It is strange to think that I did not even know Ashley a year ago and now she is one of my very best friends.
Thank you Mrs. Ashley for taking such good care of my baby:) "For God sees not as man sees, for man looks at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart." 1 Samuel 16:7

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

White Picket Fence

In bringing a face lift to the Wade House, I came across this new background and knew it was perfect. The White Picket Fence and all. Take your mind back to when you were 6 years old, with Barbie in one hand and Ken in the other, they got married, and went to live happily ever after in their new home fully equipped with that White Picket Fence. From "Leave it to Beaver" to "Desperate Housewives" imagines of that "perfect" family living in the house with that White Picket Fence occupy our minds. From the street all these fences look so perfect. Envy to have a house like that with a fence like that can take over our minds of how life is suppose to be. But the closer you get to the perfect house, with the perfect fence, and the perfect yard, you can see that the White Picket Fence has broken boards, nail holes, and peeling paint...our lives are simply that, a weathered White Picket Fence. We all have our cracks, crooked, bent nails, and could really use a second coat of paint and maybe even some rain guard. All the fences are put together differently and all have different imperfections.


There are so many things going on in our lives right now sometimes I have to remind myself that we are not the only people in this world who are having a hard time, everyone has problems, everyone endures their own kind of suffering at some point in their life, heaven forbid. Everyone has struggles and things their heart desires for that has not come to be.


Our home is not perfect but no one's is and sometimes I think we need to remind ourselves of that. Sometimes I think telling your story and opening your heart can show you a path you may not realize is there. I am not writing for anyone (or talking about anyone) when I say this. I just can't help but step back and look at the women who have written their stories for the world to read. Stories about the White Picket Fence that surrounds their home. The holes that have exposed the raw wood of the board... for the world to read have brought so many mothers, women, men together. Bonds have developed and friendships blossomed because each of these people have common interest....their fences all have similar flaws and imperfections.

Welcome to the Wade House, fully equipped with the White Picket Fence.

"So then let us pursue the things which make for peace and the building up of one another." Romans 14:19